This is how I feel about
spring. It's beautiful and tender and colorful...and it has big
thorns and is an invasive species.
People who don't live on
a farm think that farmers are itching for spring right now...and we
are. But there's also the flip side of the coin. All summer
while the garden is dictating our every move, we're making a list of
the big picture projects we're saving for winter. And then all
winter we're trying to work our way through that list.
March
is when reality sets in and we realize that the other twenty things we
didn't get done just aren't happening until next winter. It's a
bit devastating to me to realize that the big picture projects left
over from our 2010 to-do list (yes, we're still working on those) are
going to be 2012 projects. Heck, if the new age pseudo-mayans are
right, maybe my rainy day moan --- "We'll never install my bathtub" --- will
really come true.
On the other hand, is it
possible to look at this baby ramp plant pushing up through the soil
under our kitchen peach and not smile? I can hardly believe that
two of the ramps I grubbed up with my fingers
in a rush last spring far too late in the season for transplanting
actually survived. And there are leaves coming out on the
elderberries, gooseberries, and gojiberries too. Our poppies have
sprouted and I can nearly taste the first spring lettuce.
The truth is that we
each make choices about what to do with our time. On the one
hand, it is a little nuts that we still take bird baths all winter four
and a half years after moving to the farm. But if you ask me
whether I'd rather have installed the bathtub or cloned oyster
mushrooms and planted spinach, swiss chard, and onions this week, I'll
tell you that there's no contest --- fresh food beats hot baths any
day. The average American's choices are hidden beneath a veil of
normalcy, but they're constantly making choices too, opting to spend
forty hours per week away from their loved ones so that they can take a
long hot bath (if they can find the time.) Our choices are more
overt, but the truth is that I'd rather be planting perennials that
will turn into a patch of edible leaves in a few years than working on
our living conditions. Bathtubs don't multiply exponentially over
time, but ramps do.