I
took a look at a little essay I wrote in 2004 while dreaming of (and
saving for) land. Here's the short version of what I envisioned
--- eating strawberries and homegrown tomatoes, rescuing minnows out of
buckets of creek water before using it to irrigate the garden, hunting
down fencebreaking cows, and visiting outhouses with a view. As
you can tell, most of the specifics of my dream were limited to buying
the land and moving there. Still, I can definitely say there were
some surprises after arrival.
When I dreamed of moving back to the land, I always imagined living
here alone. Then Mark fell into my life, and now I can't imagine
doing
it without him. As I've said before, it's amazing to be part of
team working toward a common goal. Good surprise!
My dream timeline of self sufficiency was way off. Everything
takes at least twice as long on the farm when you're working part time
and trying to spend as little money as possible. That means twice
as much hard work as I'd imagined too. Bad surprise! This
year, I'm working on developing a ten year plan to reach our goals
rather than the Right Now plan we'd formerly been working toward, but
in reality I think that we'll be building up infrastructure for the
rest of our lives. But that's good --- farm infrastructure is a
hobby I love.
It was impossible for me to
imagine how amazingly safe I feel to own my own property and have a
half mile buffer between me and the neighbors. There are days
when I can barely breathe because of the sheer beauty around me.
Good surprise!
Livestock turned out to be a lot harder than I thought it would
be. Chickens are easy, but our ill-fated attempt to keep mules
probably scared us off of animals bigger than we are for a long, long
time. Bad surprise!
I never knew how much I'd love bathing in sunwarmed water in a washtub
the middle of the garden, one of my new favorite things. I never
imagined how satisfying it would feel to chop my own wood or pull
homegrown veggies out of the freezer. I didn't realize how nice
it would be to have likeminded neighbors --- in fact, when I envisioned
land, I don't think I ever planned to leave it again after I got
here. All good surprises!
All told, it's probably a good thing I didn't try to imagine what life
would be like after I reached the land. One thing the land has
taught me is that it's good sometimes to live in the moment, not
planning too much.